JiePie, Some people never get to touch their dreams... Never get to know what that feels like..., never find the one they lost, and love. It was a tragedy when Eric was taken away from me The tragedy would be to lie awake at night, wondering, "what if?" 43 year have been filled with a black hole as you know. Today I touch that dream, as to-day, we celebrated Eric's 're-born' with some fiends. The happiness with Eric showed me again how dearly you are missed. It would have been great to have you along my side, hugging and cuddling him together. JiePie, thanks for being my Guardian Angel Love Ritje