JiePie,
The life I had was a WE that suddenly became an I.

I have lost relationships with people I thought I could grieve with.
Suddenly and with no reason. I do understand grief and grieving.
I can't do it alone. I cannot schedule it.
Some days all I want to do is stay in bed with your letters, cards, books, … whatever and cry myself dry.
Some days my makeup is gone from my face before I get to work from a saline tear bath on the drive in.
People who I considered friends have stopped answering the phone when I call.
I understand their inability to be supportive, it is about them and not me.

How can I not talk about you? You are still my husband!
I have learned that it is ok for me to keep talking about YOU.

JiePie, lots of hugs on this special day!
From your Ritje