Well it is Christmas 'Eve and you are missed so much. I see how things are different. I just do not have the "Christmas spirit". It’s almost like so much has changed in life; that I have changed. With you gone the family is so much smaller, we all wish you could have been here with us. I know you would have just loved Merry Christmas JiePie... I love you your Ritje, Caroline and children Megane and Shirley, Tijl & Vivke, Eline and litlle Wim, your loving children and grand-children